Requiem

I want to start again.

Be a brand new me

By again, I don’t mean the me of yesterday, but of all the days and ME’s gone by. 

I want to climb on clouds, stand on tippy toe…..

Can u here me now? 

I want to start again Lord.

Can we start again?

I want the days before the passing off or passing on.

I want to be the apple of your eye.

I want to live into the potential of you through me

No worry of what SHOULD be.

I want to start again Lord.

No matter how I breathe I am made of grief

I wanna feel the sun

For all the days to come.

I want to start again.

I want to understand that loving you is loving me

And loving me is loving you

Please wait!

I’m catching up and catching on,

If the world could only know what I’ve been holding back 

Buried under all the emotional black of left behind 

Mother, child, lover friend; passed around and back again.

I want to start again and stop the carousel.

Give me just a chance to see

A glance to see

The you at the core of me

Can we start again please?

Here is to a blessed 2022

Lets begin again